Back in Oxford

Well I'm back in Oxford, the family has just taken to the air about 30 minutes ago. I never knew how depressing it would be to come back here alone, but now that I have it sucks. Quite sad that everyone has left, I really liked having them here. It helped take my mind off of all the crap that is going on in my life right now. Wish I could have gone home with them. I'm done with Oxford, dont want to be here anymore. But I have to stay and work my butt off for the next month, because I have an insane amount of stuff that needs to be done, but sadly no motivation. I guess my motivation is the faster I work the earlier I can leave, but then that just adds more stress because I have no idea where I'm going. bleh. done.